I miss you baby! I think about everyday. Time is going by and I feel like I dont know how to grieve. I go about my life as if nothing ever happened. I want to apologize to you for that. I do not mean to come off that way, its just I want you here with me and I want to touch and see you again. I get sad thinking about April 17. It will be here in less than 3 months. You wouldve been 1 yrs old. Wow. time does fly. While I sit here and wish and ream about you, I know your in a better place. Your my angel AJ. I will ALWAYS LOVE YOU!! I miss you baby watch over us... me, daddy and ur sister syan... watch over your entire family and keep us safe... forever in my heart!! <3